dear diary,
I told you love is not my thing, I'm not lucky enough to enjoy it, and yeah the one who is in love with me had a girlfriend who Is crazy in love with him, he broke up with her after realizing that he wants to be with me, and now I'm feeling so bad, I didn't want to cause pain to anybody, I also know that I didn't oblige him to love me or break up with her, but I know that I'm the reason of their brake up, and it hurts so bad. I don't want to hurt her by making him mine, or hurt him by steping back and not giving him a chance, or hurt myself by caring about their feelings and forgetting mine, I'm struggling inside a storm and I know that after that storm I wont find nothing but pain, hatred and harm.
So I guess I need to fight wherever I won or lost , it's all about trying your best ...
I told you love is not my thing, I'm not lucky enough to enjoy it, and yeah the one who is in love with me had a girlfriend who Is crazy in love with him, he broke up with her after realizing that he wants to be with me, and now I'm feeling so bad, I didn't want to cause pain to anybody, I also know that I didn't oblige him to love me or break up with her, but I know that I'm the reason of their brake up, and it hurts so bad. I don't want to hurt her by making him mine, or hurt him by steping back and not giving him a chance, or hurt myself by caring about their feelings and forgetting mine, I'm struggling inside a storm and I know that after that storm I wont find nothing but pain, hatred and harm.
So I guess I need to fight wherever I won or lost , it's all about trying your best ...